leo is a strap king ok? and i know his strap is big too, because of course it is, izumi would complain otherwise. he doesn't particularly care about being 'king’ all the time, but it can be fun to roleplay. and i think he prefers to be dominant usually anyways, even if he kinda sucks at it. because tbh his dumbass gets too spaced out during sex… that post about having a puppygirl with adhd who plays balatro during sex? thats leo. he forgot about sex and got too bored. weh, its okay.
i guess because of that, hes super sensory seeking to me. not necessarily a masochist, but i think he likes touch, and maybe a little bit of pain, like pinching or scratching or slapping. well, he also gets overstimulated easily, too, so it has to stay in a good range or else he gets too overwhelmed and starts complaining. Or maybe he hits back, because its funny LOL.
rei rei rei…. oh dear… i have a lot to say on him here but i’ll be forreal i am LOSING steam so i’ll come back to him some other day.
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femdom kanata(i get shot). but actually thats just canon, kanata IS described as a dominating wife at some point. also kanata is sadistic…. i think its just funny to them. they like to punish people with a smile on their face. sometimes it matches well with mama's masochism, and they can work out fun and intense scenes together, but sometimes mama is too mentally unstable and it ends up messy and sad. Oh well… anyways, kanata’s preference for being a dom comes from their desire to finally have control in their life and be selfish.
also, kanata is like the worlds laziest fucking top. like if a pillow princess was a top. they do like to move, but kanata works at a delicate, and slow pace. sometimes its good! but mama sometimes wants a more intense pace, so she has to take matters into her own hands. they dont call her a cowgirl for nothing! she loves to ride!!!!!!!!!!!!!
kanata and mama are partners and thats important to me, okay? very much so. sometimes kanata is madara's mommy, and sometimes they're her owner, or sometimes theyre both pets or both little girls and whatever. all are good. i think kanata holds onto most of the gear the two use. and they also buy most of it, because theyre a freak who loves making impulse decisions. they buy and decorate a pretty little collar for mama, a leash, they buy her kids toys and binkies and cute clothes… well, mama likes buying things for them both to use, too, but kanata likes to spoil her a bit. Or a lot. They really love when mama is a baby. They love pampering their little girl and taking good care of her. But they also like when she’s a little kitty, or a puppy, depending on how she’s feeling. Hehe….. They just have this really big desire to take care of her…..
Oh, kanata also has an insane thing for piss. It’s mostly a sensory thing, they find comfort in the texture and feeling of something wet, so they really like the feeling of pee when they’re having sex. But it’s also kind of a humiliation thing? They really like making mama pee herself in particular, it’s their favorite. They like making her piss herself and then when she feels embarrassed and mortified over her own actions, they take her in their arms and coo at her and call her a good girl. Um. yeah.
More sensory things, because i think kanata is autistic and that affects their sex a lot. I think they have a huge oral fixation? it came as a vision to me, that they stim by using their mouth, so they love putting their mouth on people, especially mama. Just biting her, or sucking on her skin. They really like giving her head. sorry idk how else to word that. But they do. And sucking her boobs too… they love it…
Actually, i don’t really think kanata is /that/ into penetration, mostly because it can be superrr overwhelming sometimes and ends up being more overwhelming than its worth, though i guess sometimes they like that? But usually they’re just into other things, like oral or grinding or petting or whatever.
It’s almost important to me that you know i think kanata has the world’s silliest fucking dirty talk. It’s so silly. They press their tip to mama’s and say “hehe~ it is like we are ‘kissing’” or something. Or, they fuck her, and they tell her “i’m gonna fill mama with little fishies”. And everytime mama has no idea what to say, but she thinks kanata is cute, so she laughs and is like, “really?” and it’s cute….
I think kanata loses their virginity before mama does. I’m not sure on when yet, i mostly just lean on “kanata was one of rei’s friends with benefits and they had awesome transgender sex.” it’s kind of awesome.
Um… im sure i have more, but this is it for now…
ah… mama is kind of fun to talk about. Well, i’m mostly just projecting onto her, but at least listen, ok?
Anyways. Where do i start. Um. actually, i think mama doesn’t have much sex experience at all. She’s too busy being avoidant, and running away from people before getting close, so she’s not really sure of what she likes until she starts opening up to people and trusting them. It actually makes her so mad, that the first time she and kanata have sex, she finds out that she is the virgin instead of them. She’s like, “but kanata-san was supposed to wait for me!!” and she doesn’t want to admit that she’s really jealous, and also embarrassed that she’s the one who lacks more knowledge here. Well, she doesn’t like to be uneducated, so she’s not clueless. I think she’s done a lot of looking into different kinks or whatever, but since she didn’t properly try anything for herself for a while, she’s still a bit silly trying to figure it all out.
I tend to see her with a preference for subbing, even if it takes a while for her to feel comfortable doing it. She has an insane hypervigilant personality that makes it difficult for her to be vulnerable or place her trust in other people, so she not only avoids sex, but also avoids sex that causes her to be vulnerable. The first few times she does it, she only focuses on the pleasure of who she’s with, because it’s easier. She doesn’t want to acknowledge herself, or how she looks, or what she wants, or anything. It’s easier if she distances herself from it, as much as possible. Also, there’s a sense of dysphoria there as well, not feeling connected at all to her body, seeing it as a “thing” and never herself, and also not wanting to acknowledge she looks this way. For a while, she doesn’t really enjoy having sex with people because it just makes her feel empty. I remember seeing a headcanon that she would cry after jerking off and i think that’s really funny but also kind of sad. I think that’s true, she doesn’t really like thinking of herself that way.
She was probably scared of having sex with kanata, too, because she is worried about sex being dirty (this girl and her somewhat outdated world views), and herself being dirty, and she’s afraid of ruining kanata by having sex with them… she has all these insane problems. That’s why, when it comes to sex, she can’t really… be the one in control. Because when she is in control, she tends to start self-destructing. She stops focusing on herself, and she starts feeling bad, and she gets in her head too much to enjoy it… so, kanata takes the reins from her, and she finds that its…. Nice, to submit to somebody. But that’s also scary! It’s scarryyyyy!!! And she doesn’t like being vulnerable yet!!!! I think the first time after they have sex she runs away to go hide, because she feels really bad. Really guilty, and afraid, and she doesn’t know how to handle any of it so she needs to be away. But also, the post-sex vulnerability kicks in and she feels even worse because she doesn’t understand that she needs kanata and she’s hurting both of them by keeping her distance again…. Bleh. she’s miserable.
Well, she eventually gets herself in check, and realizes that she can be kana’s sub and she won’t, like, die or anything…. And it’s sweet. Kanata likes to take care of her, which is.. Something she isn’t used to, but she’s trying to accept it, even if it’s scary…. Kanata treats her like a baby, or a pet sometimes, and she really likes it… like she doesn’t have to be on guard for once, she trusts kanata to keep her safe and protected… she’s admittedly just an overgrown child anyways, so somebody has to take care of the little girl that she is….
Eh, well, she’s into other things, too… soft, sappy sex is great, and she really likes it. But she’s also that type of annoying puppygirl with adhd, so she likes when it’s more stimulating, or exciting, or rough, too… being manhandled, or thrown around like she weighs nothing, or being carried… it’s all really good to her. It makes her feel a little less in control, it helps with her dysphoria(?), and she admits it is super exciting (yes, she says this to kuro once after he picks her up LOL). and she’s a bit of a masochist, i think, but i don’t think she does it in a healthy way, at least not yet. She talks about cute girls (kanata, anzu) cutting her open and seeing her insides, and maybe it sounds hot in the moment, but like…. She mostly says it because she can’t just cut herself, so she wants someone else to do it to her. And that’s not good! She could probably be a sensory-seeking masochist or something later, but she has to deal with her insane self-hatred before she can be a masochist in a healthy way. Well, kanata still likes being mean to her sometimes because its funny to them, so she gets a little treat, i suppose… she’s a brat! It’s very important to me you know that she’s a brat. She’s mischievous, and desperate for attention, and kind of a little tsundere, and very rambunctious and disobedient…. So she is very much a little brat, and kanata has to tame their little thing…
Oh, i think she luvss being tied up, by the way. It’s super exhilarating. Being restrained [but also knowing deep down that she’s safe] … being unable to do anything and just let the other do whatever they want to her, whether it be sweet or a little rough… it’s just good. Like i said, she’s hypervigilant, and she likes to stop things before the other shoe drops, so being unable to get in the way of her own pleasure is good…
Sometimes i imagine mama has complicated feelings towards topping/bottoming. Like, i think she feels like she’s expected to top, because of her body, but she feels dirty doing it, and dysphoric as well, so it all together just makes her feel empty when it happens. Also if she were to top somebody and they like, winced in pain she’d actually kill herself afterward. But i do think its possible for her to be in a situation where she likes it… she just has some issues to get through, first.
There’s a pretty popular headcanon that mama gets quieter during sex and it makes me feel insane… sometimes, it’s because she tries to pretend she doesn’t exist, or maybe it’s because she’s ashamed, or doesn’t think she deserves to feel good, or… well, for whatever reason, despite how loud she normally is, she just gets super quiet while having sex and tries not to make a sound. Kanata constantly has to coax little noises out of her….
She goes along with most people’s kinks, she’s definitely not picky. Well, kanata’s obsession with making her piss herself really makes her embarrassed, but she does it for them, and she likes how they praise her afterwards. And when anzu makes her wear a lot of sexy, skimpy clothes, she likes that too… she is a bit of a people pleaser at the end of the day, hehe… like, i think she’s super into sex where she makes the other feel good because of it, but it’s also important that she gets taken care of as well…
i prommy i have a lot a lot a lot of naru sex thoughts ill dump them all more coherently later…
I think she gets uncomfortable with sex for a while. As in, she wants to be the perfect woman to have sex with, and she wants to be this beautiful, desirable, perfect doll, and she wants to have this perfect, dreamy type sex. She wants to be beautiful, and she’s afraid of having sex and being “ruined” in a sense, or like, being made to be vulnerable. She is so afraid of that. When she has sex for the first time she’s hyper-aware of herself, constantly readjusting her position, and her expression, and her voice… to the point where she can’t even focus on enjoying herself, because she’s too focused on making sure she looks desirable and her partner feels good. And a lot of that is her dysphoria, too..
People think that naru is some pure girl, but i know she’s a kinky freak too… i mostly see her as being into ddlg, mostly because of comphet [thinking she has to date an older, experienced man to prove her womanhood] so she likes the idea of being daddy’s little angel… and good for her sometimes anzu likes to be called daddy (what)... well, also, it helps with her family issues and the fact that no one in her family loved her… dare i say she just has an incest kink though… there’s a reason she calls herself anzu’s big sister!!! I mean what!!!! And she has that interesting relationship with mama, where they pretend to be mother-daughter, but they both are little girls in their hearts, so their relationship really is more like two sisters… and who knows, maybe they’ve messed around together just as two girl friends, just experimenting with each other…
She saves her virginity for “the one” because she thinks it makes her more maidenly, and thats part of why she’s scared of sex too… she thinks she has to save herself for a man, so she only engages in a situationship/friends-with-benefits type thing with anzu at first, where they have sexual encounters but don’t do anything else because she’s afraid of having real sex. But once she realizes she can have a girlfriend, it ends up being okay… and she actually really likes being able to let loose during sex…
Oh, and after sex, she gets super clingy… so so clingy, it kills her. she becomes a little thing that needs all of her partner’s love!!!! She has to be loved or else she’ll really feel bad… aftercare is so important to her, because she has a lot of self-doubt…
For other things… naru’s preference is being a little pillow princess, she likes being lazy and being made to feel good hehe… but she doesn’t mind topping, and i think she has a pretty little strap she uses because it helps with her dysphoria. And i think she loves loves loves being praised, of course she does… but it makes her bashful!! She’s called pretty, and she blushes and becomes a little mess. And being called mean names can be good for her too, if done right…. d/s wise… she can be either, especially if she feels more comfortable with whoever she’s near, because she’ll be more likely to want to take control a bit more. I think she actually likes being in control a lot, she thinks its fun. She loves teasing people, so she’s a little bit sadistic and mean, too, especially when she gets to be in control…. hehe
Anzu-chan you’re so special… stone top to me, i fear. She loves taking care of others, to the point where she burns herself out.. Oops… but she can’t help it!!!!! She loves it a lot… being able to pleasure her partner is everything to her, and she’ll do just about anything to get that to happen…. She likes being a mommy, or a daddy if she’s feeling that way, and taking care of little ones is her favorite thing in the world.. She’s very very sweet and kind with littles, she pampers them and kisses them all over and tells them how good they are, even if they’re misbehaving or being silly…
I usually think of strap queen anzu just for fun…. I think she likes using it a lot… her control freak / people pleaser nature…. So even if she can’t feel it, just hearing her partner’s little sounds is enough for her…
Anzu’s biggest (canon) kinks are for lingerie, or otherwise feminine clothing, and also muscles?! She loves dressing up her girlfriends in skimpy outfits, whether it’s suzu in the bunny girl costume or mama like a slutty werewolf… or that one time she wanted mama to be naked! In only underwear! Anzu you freak?! She just gets off to it so much, seeing those clothes, and it’s even better when she gets to be the one making those little clothes… oh, and on the muscle thing, anzu probably loves body worship, wanting her lover to know how beautiful they are and how attracted she is to them… freaky girl
Anzu canonically is also into dressing people up in girly outfits?! I guess you could argue she has a forcefemme thing, but since i headcanon her as a chaser (IRONICALLY. AS A JOKE.) i mostly see it as her desire to help eggs figure themselves out. Am i crazy? She just wants more beautiful girls in the world, okay?
nazuna is your average guy, to me… he just wants to have sex with a beautiful girl the way most guy do, except hes transgender. well, i want him to get penis surgery. but before then, i think, since he likes cute things, he uses lots of cute toys… baby blue straps and vibrators that have cute patterns on them… is he into the bunny stuff enough to bring out ears and a tail? maybe not… but a bunny tail would be cute, and maybe he wears it sometimes because he likes it.
directionless, and too doubtful to trust himself.. he prefers when others take the lead. he thinks its really hot when people tell him what to do. kuro loves being a submissive!! and he's big, so that means he can handle a lot too, especially when whoever he's with is rough with him. And it’s kind of exciting when they’re rough with him….
in my head kuro had a short-term fuckbuddies relationship with rei when they were 2nd years, where they'd sneak off, fuck, and smoke, and then never speak of it. this is part of why kuro doesn't like being around rei nowadays.
you know i love when keito is a cuck
hes not into humiliation though, hes more of a voyeur . he likes watching beautiful Boys Love before his eyes, but his dedication to being “The Author” means he also likes taking control of the scene, as in instructing people. he is a bit of a control freak and he likes dominating for that reason.
he likes watching kiryu have sex with other men, because its fun. he can keep himself busy AND jerk off.
he tried having sex with rei before but it was always unsatisfactory because theyd fight each other for control. on the other hand, he and eichi have probably jerked off together over weird shit because theyre both freaks. They share BL hentai.